this guy

i hate to be one to be all bandwagon-ie, but this kids voice doesn't make sense to me.

he's so talented, and it blows my mind.
plus he seems way humble about it all.

"Sit down, Mark

We'll continue the affirmation."

once again i say this to you all: i will act. i know its getting redundant, but i see wonderful films like An Education, and i am reminded why i want to do what i want to do.

there is a space for me, and i will find it.

Diane Birch

i'm just now seeing this. i love it.



i love it more because of this:




i say good day to you all!

last night

i spoke to one of the most ignorant people i've ever met in my entire life.

it blows my mind that people still think the way he did-
money is the answer to happiness, and people of color are not equal.

wow.

am i a fool to think that the world we live in has evolved beyond those thoughts, and ideals?

let us continue to move forward.

recalculating...

Drive .1 miles, then turn left.

Haha this garmin Nuvi in the car is legit.

I haven't blogged in a month. I feel like I need to post something, but I have nothing to say. So I'll just ramble. Deal? Deal.

So I've been watching Cougar Town, and Parenthood a lot lately, those shows are amazing. Oh Community too. Oh and Glee. Oh and Bones. Oh also Modern Family. But not LOST, that show sucks.

So basically my life is just watching television, apparently. Well except for when I'm sewing... Then I'm watching tv AND sewing.

I need a better chair to sit on tho. Cuz I've been sewing a lot, and then my butt gets all tender. Haha how awesome sounding. I'm so much cooler than you, aren't I?

What else? Hey remember when Nebraska Crossing used to be awesome? Ya me too. Now it sucks. What a sad occurrence.

I'm changing the name of my "clothing company," but I don't have a new name yet... Except it will end with "Apparel." That way it sounds more legitimate. My sister suggested "Jim Bob Rocks Apparel," but I have a feeling it wouldn't go over well with most people. So that one is out.

What else... Hmmm... I'm gonna buy one of those amphibious vehicles and drive all the way around the equator. Just cuz it sounds like a horrible idea. I think about stupid things like that all the time, but I usually keep them to myself. Maybe I'll just start blogging about those, and give everyone a good laugh.

I'm borrowing an HD camera from my dear friend Matt Clark to film a trailer for a photo shoot based on 1960s spy films. It will be great. Stay tuned for details and a release date.

I'm in omaha now, so this blog is done. Have a great day.

How Chekhovian of me.

it is a curious thing; life, i mean. there are so many directions that my life could go, and i feel like, at this moment, i'm stuck in the middle of all of those directions. i know it sounds like cheesy college angst, but i don't know which direction i want life to take me.
maybe its because i really never know what i want. or maybe its because i want too many thing. it could be that i'm just really indecisive and i want it all. i'm not sure. but i do know that i'm at this pivotal point in my life where i need to make that decision. decide which road my life is going to travel down (for now). i feel like there are things i need to do, and things i want to do, and things i shouldn't do, but i still have no way to tell which is which. i know that probably everyone goes through this mess, but i feel like i keep going through it and going through it, and every time i take one road it just loops around back to the place i started.
i need more drive maybe. more focus maybe. more something.

i'm lost in a crowd of 100,000 and life is beginning to swallow me whole.
How Chekhovian of me.... and by that, i really just mean i quoted Chekhov... sort of.

april fools

april fools jokes don't ever work on me, cuz i ain't no fool!

deal with that.