i am

complex.

i am excited for my future. i am scared. i am so much more than i will ever know. i am friendly. i am abrasive. i am loud. i am so much more than you will ever know. i am an artist. i love more than you think. i am too judgmental. i can't get enough of life. i want you to be the cocaine in my veins. i wish i could write plays. i have a White sewing machine. i don't know where i'm going half the time. i have the worst memory ever. i love mint green. i wish that everything would be fixed. i wish for the return of the savior. i love my faith. i will not back down. i love you. i love me. i love everyone you don't think i love. i am a mystery even to myself. i don't know what it is about you, but you drive me insane in the best way possible. i have so much to say, but am often to scared to say it. i hate capitol letters. i wish to better articulate myself. i am what i am. i always want new things. i am a pack rat. i love filming. i love skateboarding. i have a poor self image fifty percent of the time. i like to look at myself in the mirror. i am not conceited. i waste far too much time. i won't remember your name the first few times i meet you. i love typing. i have so many good ideas in my head. i have a hard time following through. i love music. i love musicals. i have accepted my flaws. i am trying to fix my flaws. i live at home. i am nerous to move. i know that i need to grow up. i love to love. i am an introvert, as odd as that sounds. i have no censor on what comes out of my mouth. i am quick to speak. i have valid points. i love.

i am complex.

roll 2

well this roll was less than fruitful. a good half of it was under exposed, so i put up the ones that actually turned out.


uh... life is going to be good from now on. lots of changes, and such. a new leaf, as i just told Andie.

i can't wait. ugh! i've been acting really weird, and being all reclusive, and stuff. but i just needed time to sort things out in my head i think.

yeah i was a little nutty, but i pretty much never deal with really heavy life topics of my own ever, so it was hard, and weird. and its only just begun! haha

i kinda just want to leave for LA now and get started. haha but i'll wait mostly because i need money, and such. but i'm so excited for what The Lord has in store and what my future holds.

thankyou Andie. you have no idea how wonderful you are.

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ps. i just got a book on how to use a camera, so hopefully this sort of thing won't happen again... with the film i mean! :)