How Chekhovian of me.

it is a curious thing; life, i mean. there are so many directions that my life could go, and i feel like, at this moment, i'm stuck in the middle of all of those directions. i know it sounds like cheesy college angst, but i don't know which direction i want life to take me.
maybe its because i really never know what i want. or maybe its because i want too many thing. it could be that i'm just really indecisive and i want it all. i'm not sure. but i do know that i'm at this pivotal point in my life where i need to make that decision. decide which road my life is going to travel down (for now). i feel like there are things i need to do, and things i want to do, and things i shouldn't do, but i still have no way to tell which is which. i know that probably everyone goes through this mess, but i feel like i keep going through it and going through it, and every time i take one road it just loops around back to the place i started.
i need more drive maybe. more focus maybe. more something.

i'm lost in a crowd of 100,000 and life is beginning to swallow me whole.
How Chekhovian of me.... and by that, i really just mean i quoted Chekhov... sort of.

april fools

april fools jokes don't ever work on me, cuz i ain't no fool!

deal with that.

the president

here's why i would never go see the president speak: i hate standing and clapping. and there's an awful lot of that going on at presidential addresses.

new blog

dead blogspot. i have not blogged in a while so here i am. blogging my little heart out.
life is typical. its spring break, so i saw a bunch of movies, and wasted my time. i had a birthday recently. that was neat. so i'm 23 in case you wondered. its gotta be a good year, michael jordan was number 23, and he was always good at what he did on the court, so maybe that will work for life at the age of 23... right? haha

i don't have much to say, other than i love sleep.

gotta go do homework.

hello

so i'm back in school, and it is proving to be more difficult than expected... well actually its as difficult as expected. i'm having a hard time with the 'focusing' issue, and i'm always tired too, so that's not helping at all... but ya. focus. not so good. for example i should be reading about economics right now... or about management... or a play... or history... but i blog instead.

anyway i wanted to tell you all that this is hard, and i don't want to give up. i need to find a way to make this work, so i can be good at it, and focus, and finish so i can get out of here. (i hate this place, and the lack of things here)

i love you all, and these books are wretched, why is everything so drab?

sincerely,
robert

things that get me psyched to make skateboarding videos.

from my heart to your eyes. enjoy this mess

DVS Skate & Create 2009 Feature from DVS Shoe Company on Vimeo.

in theory

hello. my name is Robert Taylor. this world is filled with complete and utter imbeciles. the little amount of brain power this country has is squandered on discussing American Idol and Dancing With the Stars. our president is a joke, and the government is running itself into the ground. there is so much bickering over who's version of wrong is closer to right that nothing will ever be accomplished. we're fat, lazy, judgmental (yes this includes myself) assholes that we can't see far enough to see that we're our own problem.

in theory this would have never happened. but the what would i have to blog about?

i hate people. get over over it, and leave me alone.